just dabbling and trying to sort some of it out

o limits & carrying capacities daily solar energy & ecologically-destructive fossil solar energy which runs current Eaarth (and in the case of fossil energy, ruins Earth) the second law of thermodynamics destruction of life-dependent topsoil & good-quality air, quality water, photosynthesizers, healthy ecosystem biodiversity overshoot o a few cells attempting to begin to get a […]

Pains in Head, My Heart, My Whole Body, My Soul. The Gobbledygook of Immoral Man and Immoral Society

Putin and Trump & Melania stirred up the words written below on the morning of March 22, 2022 Do they worry much about anyone or anything other than themselves? I think not!   And Zelenskyy and Biden & Jill? Most certainly!! ……………………. Putin e Trump & Melania agitaram as palavras escritas abaixo na manhã de 22 […]

beauty / beleza / belleza

beauty??? …………… a lover’s smile (betsy’s) an intelligent, confident woman’s attractive aura, jeito, feel, cheiro Truth like that of Fannie Lou Hamer, Thoreau, Martin L. King. Jr., Wendell Berry, Eduardo Galeano, Paulo Freire, Octavio Paz “Less Is More,” equity stories from innocent young bocas (three-year-old Amelia, six-year-old Joao Gabriel, nine-year-old Owen, …) Edwards’ It’s All In […]

artificial clutter vs. dynamic homeostatic symbioses & knowledge/wisdom/prudence

OF COURSE!!! i get trapped in the mess of … neoliberal capitalism and the sucking of energy & resources from the poor & relatively “powerless” & enslaved, disenfranchised-“political”-units of biotic systems … mostly in the South consumerism & materialism, glamour, and “More Is More” (addicted to destructive extraction for input/throughput/destructive outputs of rampant artificialization) militarism & policing & […]

just doing some venting

  (confused–being perplexed or disconcerted. Merriam-Webster spiritual enlightenment–“self-realization,” etc., etc. humility—my god is a prokaryote. Also, being a humble christian rather than a Christian! of knowing hubris.)   confused?  yes!  (i’ve done a little bit of studying of philosophy and religion/the humanities; psychology.)   confused? that’s the human condition?   confused?  some who supposedly loved him, thought […]

could god be a prokaryote? … or a complex of prokaryotes and/or the energy captured therein?

(paul bain martin’s simplistic mental play: thoughts on why “god” mostly seems to be human and not of any of the other taxa) i am certain it is mostly mystery and certainly not a biblical certainty or a current norm of: human, male, white, autocratic, …   earlier, and later, it was and is pantheism […]

you’re a/the “same bain” (yes, i have a brain and do realize i share, genetically & environmentally, much of the blame)

shunned by a son who is fading out in my setting sun … shutting another out  (i’m stunned) with little to no attempt to respect, communicate, express regret, or show gratitude such a callous, cowardly, unadmirable, diseased trait  (weeellll  …  probably laziness!! & lack of savvy!)   nevertheless change can happen and would be immediately […]